Essay - As on Only Child, I Received More Emotional Care Than...


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As on *****ly child, I received more emotional care than most of my friends with siblings. My parents created for me a safe environment from where I could view the outside world with optimism. They also tended to spoil me, but nonetheless my boundaries were usually clear. Mom and dad were my king and queen: it seemed they would forever watch over me ***** protect me.

My parents first showed signs of separating when I was about nine or ten years old. I re*****mber suddenly finding *****self mediating between them ***** they fought; my immature senses believed I ***** always a culprit. I can't even remember genuine turbulence in my household before then. All other fights seemed trivial and short-lived, but not these. I started acting rude and obnoxious ***** get their attention, which had previously been lathered on me.

The teenage years can be wrought with psychological trauma; a combination ***** peer and parental pressures weigh on the developing young person. ***** was no exception and experienced the difficulties of adolescence as soon as ***** ***** first showed signs of separation. I re*****mber talking to my best friend in the mall one afternoon. She ********** me her parents were getting divorced. At the time I thought little of it, for several of my ot***** friends' parents had already been divorced for years. But for some reason ***** made a confession: ***** p*****rents ***** been fighting a lot, and ***** was my biggest fear. If they got divorced, I wouldn't know whom to live with. If ***** got divorced, it would have been because I've been talking back too much, ***** I'm rude and belligerent. Basically, I feared that ***** world would be shattered.

My early childhood was full of play, joy, and fun. As an only child, I had m*****y friends, surrogate sisters and siblings who would fill my hours with delightful games but whom I never ***** to compete with for affection, attention, or toys. I loved my position as the princess of the family: ***** had free reign; I had my own room. When ***** ***** punished, it didn't l*****t very long. I ***** sent to ***** *****, which was filled ***** my fav*****ite things. I didn't mind spending hours in *****re alone, playing pretend ***** with ***** dolls or making up strange new worlds. When I got together ***** my ***** friends, we would catch lizards in the back yard and created a reptilian village with toothpick-and-tinfoil beds. ***** came home to ***** solace of my room, ***** my retreat and my safety. ***** ***** parents got a divorce, this safety ***** be shattered. A totally different dynamic would ensue and it was unknown and frightening. If I *****d ***** only my mom, who would scold me when ***** did wrong? My mom always left that part up to my *****, who was the best disciplinarian I knew. While I hated being ***** at the time, subconsciously ***** knew ***** he did so w*****h a heavy

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